You will not enjoy holding jewelry in your hands if they are full of mud. There is no chance a good person happens in your life if the place is taken by someone irrespecutful. Do not stay in bad relationship. It takes guts to get out but it is worth it. There is no money equivalent you can buy your freedom with, find your identity, establish personal growth, health, self respect.
I would never meet my lovely Nick if not let go my previous relationship, grievance, heartbreak, previous place of living, my job. And I never look back or regret.
Your are created in God’s image with the unique traits and talents. Your WORTH is not estimated by the others. Not everyone will be on the same page with you but those who will belong to you. Let the rest of people move on. Never beg for affection, love or respect.
It is daring to stop pretending EVERYTHING IS FINE. It is more difficult to face the truth and see you are unaccepted, judged, disapproved by the person you chose to be your partner. That is why your goal is to know yourself to speak up your mind and find a person who will give you more than 100% credit for who you are.
Take a breath. Take your time and stay in silence. Meditate, concentrate and act!